I need a breather...

I felt I had done alot, I dunno whether he appreciates or not. He may seemed to, sometimes, but he kept asking for more. He wanted me to care more for others(strangers) and his family. I felt breathless for his endless comments. He wants more from me each day but he din give any. He seems to be taking things for granted.

Am I on the right track? Or am I wrong for not asking him for what I want. I am confused on what I am supposed to be doing. Lately, I was pretty agitated by the little comments he mentioned, perhaps unintentionally but it showed his true personality. He cared for others more than he cared for me and his family. Friends are always on top of his list. He reminded me of my father, I hated that feeling...

I am human too, why hasen he cared for wat I think. I felt helpless. Someone pls drag me out of this before i fall in deeper.

Yep, the long awaited photo clips for Korea trip are here!

Day 1 -2 ~



Day 3 ~



Day 4- 5 ~



Day 6 ~

I've made some pretty exciting clips for u guys about my Japan trip last year.

Take a look here.

Day 2 ~



Day 3 ~



Day 4~



Day 5~



Day 6 and 7 ~

"I told you I will only sweep the floor once a week..."

Tat's the comment from my stupid brother, I really can't believe it. Imagine.. u shed dirt all week and you sweep the floor once, u think the floor will be still clean?

I've never fall sick for quite some time. However, there are some indications now, stuffy nose, heavy head. I remembered my worst flu was back sometime back in March where I was fevering and managed to score an A for a quiz during lectures. You could say it was out from luck but I was sure that I had studied well enough for it.

It has been almost 1 yr, work in URA is currently quiet and pretty peaceful cos due to some interim handover to another section. Sad to say, I was quite reluctant to really pass on the project(s) to another person. I had spent so much effort in it. From nothing ... to something. One of my "baby" was an identity node! I remembered the times when I made site visits consistently few days in a week, even when the haze was strong. Took pictures, did some site measurements, explored the ground. And back to the office to put all these info into the plans. And I fell sick due to the haze....

I wished to blog about him however he mentioned he felt "naked"... thus I was thinking of having another blog somewhere. Dun worry, I'll touch a little here.. :-)

We had our breakfast at Tiong Bahru market on our 1st mth anniversary, exactly 1 mth after his birthday. Well, it was Live Earth day as well... 070707, what a day to remember, where 777 couples were married in Spore. A middle-aged man was playing harmonica and asking for donations in the market, just next to the table where we were sitting. KK gave the man some money and described to me that it was romantic as well, like sitting in a high class restaurant while the musicians were playing their instruments just beside your table.

Some random photos for the week... not many photos taken... sorrie.



Taken from some website of someone cosplaying "L"... really had some uncanny resemblance of the primate character.


Some transformers toy displays outside Cineleisure after watching the movie
It's really cool! Go watch it!



Mccafe's cappuccino, $2.50 at AMK with galfriends. We were having steamboat buffet last Fri. (Highly recommended buffet, shall introduce the place to u guys next time)

I dunno wat I was doing, probably I just missed him too much. Sometimes I find he doesn't even care.