this is very childish...and stupid, I can't believe I am still mad over it.

We were having supper along Tiong Bahru Road as I haven really had a proper dinner before class. GK parked his car along the road and thinking to avoid any cars from turning into the road and he switched on his blinking lights. I asked him if it is alright... cos I've heard if you left your lights too long, the battery will soon die off, he mentioned should be no problem.

After 20 mins we walked back to the car and started his car engine, he found that the starter doesn't work..... and his car could not start. The good thing is it was parked along the road so other cars can still pass through, the bad thing is he parked his car on the double yellow lines. So he started moving up and down, walking around, calling his brothers, friends... whatever numbers he can find over his phone, which I thought the easiest way to get help is to find the cars around us. So, I managed to stop a driver who was about to drive off and asked for his help.

GK stubbornly refused the offer and I apologized to the guy for taking up his time. I even called up my uncle and my uncle was pretty ascertained it could have been a problem with the starter as the car horn and lights were still working.

He told me to go back cos there was nothing I could help and he emphasized I was just making more problems for him.

I went back, disappointed, angry and feeling perplexed.

I came back to the same spot after putting my things and stuffs and his brothers managed to help jump-start his car. True enough the starter had failed but strangely they managed to jump start to get it going. Still feeling unapologetic and ungrateful, GK told me to go home.

So I went back, feeling disappointed, angry and feeling perplexed again and I'm typing all these down as that dumb ass is at least still looking and able to do some self-reflection.

Was it during a time like this, guys would think ladies are just useless bitches standing around? I was trying to help and yet treated like shit. Sometimes, I felt we were not even communicating, something must be very wrong.

Perhaps, I was being too cynical. It'd be better if I could just keep my mouth shut and walk off as told. But judging from my character, I was not so. I cared for him, that's why I've stayed, came back and offered advices. Some people are just not grateful with people around them I would say take things for granted.

So, would it be better I just go back home, not my business and hoped for a miracle to happen? Let me do something like this in future. Let me mind my own businesses, say "Oh, I'm just a girl and I can't offer much help, because I am just a dumb bitch..."

Did I hear any apology from you dear? Think about it.