i am telling myself repeatedly:" You dun have to hate the person who doesn't love you... "

BULLSHIT!! All Bullshit!! I am blinded!! Who the hell is this guy!!?? This guy doesn't deserve anything... he dun worth a shit!! Damn it!! I am so pissed!!

I am acting like a kid now.. maybe it is better bec kids tend to forget sad moments easily!!!!

hmm... ok.. cooled down, trying to forget the earlier...

JX is rite. This guy is not prepared to let anyone change his life of wat he is enjoying now. He will not change & never change. So pointless to keep him.

i woke up already, by a splash from a bucket of cold water... Brrggh.. it's cold.